Jimminiy Jillickers its been a while...

Back on the table like dinner time.

Whats up hoes and hoettes. Its been a minute since i last wrote on this bitch, so let me keep you up to speed with happenings in the life of Andy.

School is over so that means summer has begun. With summer comes awesomeness. I dont have a job yet, which is kind of good and bad. good because i can kick it all the time, which i am hella good at. and Bad because i dont get paid for that. I was supposed to work where my mom works, so i was counting on that, but it fell through, which is hella lame.

Summer has been trill so far though, alot of hanging out, skating, just being outside is fan friggun tastic. especially when it is nice as fuck, as it has been the last few days.

My brother comes home the 17th, which i am looking forward to. Havent seen him in like 8 years, thats awesome. Just kidding, that line was from Old School. I havent seen him in like a year, so it will be nice to hang. Then im gonna be with him for like 2 weeks after that. going out to VA beach. And hopefully im going to be there over the 4th. Im sure they do some huge thing since Virginia was one of the first states and all, right? We'll figure it out.

Ive been doing alot of thinking lately, and i kind of miss school. The whole atmosphere. Meeting new people all the time. Alot of purdy ladies. At home i hang out with the same dudes all the time and rarely chicks. Dont get me wrong, i love the krew, but meeting new people is the bomb diggs. Plus you get sick of people after you hang out with them too much.

Im reading alot of books lately which is a new thing for me. I dont know how to read, so im trying my best. Just kidding of course, but i never thought i would be a dude that actually enjoyed reading stuff. Some real good books out there, and im psyched im starting to get into it.

My step dads brother just died of cancer which is way whack. i didnt know the dude, but if he was as cool as my step dad is, he was a super legit dude. i think he had some kids too, which definetly doesnt help the situation. I never met the guy, but head nothing but good things. I guess everyone is doing alright with it, but really, how well can you do when someone close to you dies?

A girl that i sort of knew just died too, which really makes you put things into perspective. She had a crush on me once but we never hung out or anything. Its just crazy to think that things can go down like that. My buddy brett was talking about it and said "yeah i went to the wake and it was open casket and it was crazy to see her just laying there, and i was thinking to myself 'damn, i was just partying with you last year at school." Life is precious for sure, so dont take anything for granted.

I watched the movie 'We Own the Night' today and it was super dope. Cop family type movie that i could sort of relate to. There was a brother in it named Joe(my brothers name) and the dad was a police cheif(my dad is also a cop, not a cheif however). It just kind of really hit home for me. I also watched 'Dan in Real Life' which i thought was a good movie. I watched it with 3 other buddies, which wasnt too smart. I guess we thought it would be way funnier, but it was real heart warming. Not a movie 3 dudes would usually watch together.

Just had a puke burp. Man i hate those. Just thought i would share that since you readers are reading my thoughts.

I really want to get away. I dont drink. I dont smoke. All my buddies do those things, its almost like i dont really fit in. Im the odd man out. Im the goose in a group of ducks. Fuck it though, id rather not do that shit so i dont have to 'fit in' like other people seem they need to do. You dont need that shit to have fun. Sure, it sometimes makes things way more fun, but i think its almost better laughing at drunk and high people. You shouldnt have to try to fit in. If your trying to fit in, stop. trying to fit? that doesnt work. i dont know if that really makes sense, but then again i dont really care if it doesnt. im typing what is on my mind, and you are reading it. so sit back and enjoy the show.

know what i really hate, almost more than anything? when people steal your lingo. granted, i know it can rub off on you if you hang out with that person alot, but when you go out of your way to say exactly what that person would say, when your with that person, makes me want to fight someone. dont be someone your not. and plus, come up with your own material. if you say things that some other people say way more often than you, your trying to fit in. and theres that 'trying to fit' thing again. but fuck it i guess. if your not clever enough to come up with your own lingo, it isnt the worst thing in the world. just dont use what other people say all the time.

I dont get how some writers for TV shows do that either. The actors get most of the credit. It would drive me insane. I feel like i do that sometimes. Actually, most of the time. When people say things i know i came up with, i feel cheated. Now, you may look at that as self centered, but dont tell me you have never felt that way before. Im just saying it right now because everyone cares so much about their image, they are afraid to say it and be ridiculed.

Man, that felt good. Really good. Venting is ballerific.

I hope everyone on the face of the earth reads this.

Im ghost. I figured out my password, so I'll be updating alot more now.

Holler