fuckin A right doggie thats good cake.
so hella bummed that my good buddy amar is leaving tomorrow. man i love hanging out with that kid, always knows how to make a guy laugh. thats what i hate about summer, you know? just saying goodbye to everyone, but like my good friend max says "i guess thats just a part of life." and hes right. no one is gonna be around forever. So get used to the goodbyes because they never get any easier. Woah. thats a trip to think about.
kind of excited about this next year, its gonna be a fuckin rager. might already have housing figured out too. might live with some close friends, which would be raw. thinkin about dropping this class and taking it next semester since i picked up 5 credits over winter break. ill talk with my mom about it and see what she thinks. and my brother. he always helps
whats weird to think about is where i would be at without my brother? or where would you be without one or more of your siblings? having him live far away really made me realize how much i took him for granted while he lived here. i never really got along with him until i was like 14, then he left 3 years later so we didnt have a good strong bond like we do know. But that saying is right, Absence makes the heart grow fonder. and its so true because i appreciate him more that he isnt here, which is weird. but when he does get here, its super bad ass (hot rod). i dont know, maybe im just rambling. I do know that I am greatful for having a brother like him, who has been a mentor to me since day 1, whether i like to admit that or not. I am where I am today thanks alot to him. I just wish i hadnt been such a prick all those years.
I guess at the end of summer i tend to realize all the people in my life and how greatful i am for meeting them. All the Krew, i dont know where i would be without any of them. We might have our differences at times, but deep down we will always be the krew no matter what. man that sounds cheesy but its so true. My biggest fear is everyone growing apart. God that would suck, just thinking about it bums me out, because i know it could eventually happen. and i know they say all good things must come to an end, but i dont know if the krew could ever end. We are always going to have that special bond. A bond that i dont know anyone else could have. Im for sure rambling, but this time of year really makes me think about stuff and puts things into perspective.
Im gonna fuckin miss my dog while im gone. I love that dude. as much as he pisses me off sometimes, he's always there for me hahaha. Went on a run with him today and dude was so tired that he could barley make it back. He's kind of out of shape so im trying to get him in better shape before i leave because i know my dad wont walk him, even though he says he does. I can read that guy like a book.
I really want to get these shoes before i go back to school, even though i just got 2 pairs of shoes. fuck it, im doing it before i go back. Hall-ER.
im out for now, check back next time for in depth descriptions of each krew member. that should be fun.
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