......cuz im young and im black and my hats real low. do i look like a mind reader sir? i dont know. am i under arrest or should i guess some mo'? well you was doin 55 in a 54. licenses and registration and step outta the car. are you carrying a weapon on nyou? i know alotta' you are. I aint steppin outta shit, all my papers legit. well do you mind if i look around your car a lil' bit? well my glove compartment is locked, so is the trunk in the back, and i know my rights, so you gon' need a warrent fa' dat. Arentchu sharp as a tack. You some typa' law or sumnt', somebody important or sumnt? naw i aint pass the bar but i know a lil bit, enough taht you wont illegaly search my shit. well we'll see how smart you are when the K-9 come........
I got 99 problems but a bitch aint one, hit me!
one of the dopest verses ever by one of the best rappers ever, jay-z. I dont really know why i typed all that out. i couldnt figure out what to name this post, so i just started with the beggining of that verse.
so its been a while since i posted, and have gone through a ton of emotions, but im on the right track again. the whole break up thing really threw me for a loop and i was fucked up for a couple days. i know some people will say that we only dated for a short period of time, but you dont understand what i went through and how i changed in that time. thats what it was such a hard break up. she helped me open up alot to not only her, but to my MOM which was huge because since she left my dad, ive kept so many of those negative emotions in. And Krissy reeally helped me open up and i had a huge talk with my mom and we hashed out a bunch of stuff and our relationship is better now because of it, and I really have Krissy to thank for that.
Another thing which my dad helped me realize was that, i have never been so emotionally close with a girl as i was/still am with krissy. Not even my mom, which is really a trip to think about. And hes totally right. and when krissy wanted to break up, it was like a major female figure in my life was leaving, like my mom left my dad. And again, people are gonna say, well you barley know each other still, whatever whatever. And yeah thats true to a point. I have this relationship with krissy on that emotional level that i havent experienced.
so thats that situation.
Ive also figured out that if i get into this major, which doesnt seem to be a problem, i could finish school by fall '09. but i want to minor in Creative Writing, so it doesnt look like that will happen. But it does look like i will graduate on time, which is money. I picked up some winterm classes which are clutch, so we'll see how that goes. both are online, and i really like online classes because you can do it at your won pace, and im good at that. So word.
got some new sneakers. 2 pair in one day. there is no better feeling then getting 2 pairs of sneakers in one day. except maybe, more than 2 in one day. either way, its good.
hey rico have you seen kevin around?
um...kevins not here.
thats weird, hes team manager, you think he would be he-
I KNOW, RIGHT?!
-Hot Rod.
such a good movie. i still laugh every time i watch it and ive seen it like 20 times.
got this cd by a group named Handsome Boy Modeling School. so excited to listen.
its so damn hot out today. why cant i just be comfortable
a bunch of my friends are leaving and shit, which is a trip. Max is going to italy real quick, jostlund just went to thailand, peter is still in korea, amar is going back to ohio, pat already left for chicago. FUUUUCKKK.
thats the worst part of summer, saying goodbye. sheeeeit.
I wonder if anyone reads this stuff?
August 20, 2008
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